Thinking about something that I regret not having done last year is tricky.
Life, in a sense, is built on making mistakes and learning from them.
This year was a big milestone for me and everything about it was a learning experience.
I started my frist year of college, living on my own for the first time without a relative there to monitor my every move.
You realize....I mean, I realized that once you are on your own, you really are responsible for yourself.
Making your own choices and being responsible for them is something I learned this year.
When you start college and live in the dorms you meet a variety of different people from various places and various customs and traditions.
I've met a lot of people.
I've seen a lot of things.
I was exposed to things I doubt I would have otherwise ever been exposed to had I not been living here.
Looking back at this last year...school year that is....
I regret not having tried things outside of my comfort zone.
I's so typical and so many people say it but it's true.
I feel content with my first year in college.
So far I feel as if I've done well and I believe it will end well as well.
Maybe I'll go out more next year.
Maybe this summer I'll get my act together and get my license and have the liberty to do all the things I wish I had done this year.
MAYBE.
..... now I feel funny at the notion of admitting that I wish I had partied more this year. Especially because I know were a party to arise I'd rather lay in bed and scroll through my tumblr..
oi vey!
What am I going to do with myself?
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